Walking with Jesus is not an easy life by any means. But it is a wonderful life, that I wouldn't change for the world.
If you're bound, and you want to be free just remember....
Romans 10:9 - That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
John 8:36- If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.